Pregnancy is a beautiful thing

I am convince that being pregnant is a beautiful thing to happen in one women's life. 1st to 4th months of pregnancy, you couldn't feel a thing but when it comes to 5th month, you could see that you are indeed gaining few extra kilos and of course, you will get emotional all the damn time. Why will you feel that? It is because your surroundings does not have supporting roles to guide you. No roles no targets. But this is life. We have to deal with it. Recently, I have heard so much disgusting stuff. What I meant about disgusting is that CNY 2014 all of my relative can actually plan a getaway. What a bullshit! It hurts because on my cousin brother's wife delivery month, I can never hear people saying planning to go here go there. I wanted to sound them so much. So much that I want to burn their minds. But luckily my parents and my sister plus my husband will be around to support me. To be with me when I give birth. It's sad that my family's role in this darn relationship is not so important after all. Anyways, controversial is one thing. Hypocrites is another. Few weeks back, I just found out that Ms. Princess's (remember her?) bf hate the living daylight out of me. Reason? Unknown. I heck know what is the main reason he hates me. It's because of her that he dislike my existence. If you ever back me up, I doubt this situation happens. But you could take a lunch dinner with your worst enemy. Those people you complaint about in front of my face. So when you are around me, you do the same? I was wondering. Anyways, you are never my concern. Your existence is never important since the day we fight. Bitch! God dammit! Stop being fake already. It doesn't help with life. 

Catching Up

Last night was absolutely the best night yet so far in my entire pregnancy. I and a friend, went to the newly opened Starbucks near a highway back to my house. When I was preparing to order my food. I heard a familiar voice in front of me. I looked up and saw my bestie on site (which means he is working). The guy came out of his counter, hugged me and listen to my baby's beating heart. He gave me a shock as well. I wasn't expected to see him there and wow things change so fast. He is now the store supervisor at the very joint. He did say that if he is free, he will come and hang outside the Parlour with me but sadly no. He was too busy to even take a break! Old friend, you need to relax ok! Hugs and kisses to you! Soon after, today, I found out one of my twin friend had lied to me about borrowing money. I wasn't surprise if she is, in fact, jobless. I know her too well. I am a very simple person. Do not lie to me if you really having trouble with your financial. I will, in fact, just dislike you. I am too, having financial problems involving my husband. It doesn't state that I must lie about it and go to my bestie and asked money from her. Sigh. When will Ms. Righteous learn.... Signing off.

Is to hard to be crazy?

It has been a while since I place a blog about my life. Long story short, I am now a married women and pregnant with my first child. Problem is I have been having strange dreams about husband cheating on me and it's the same dream all over again and again. I don't think I should even care if he comes home every night because I hate him to guts. But when he texted me saying " tonight will be late again. Project Manager asked me to send the workers back." It's ridiculous as in why a project manager and him, supervisor need to send those illegal workers back home instead he could just come home early. I threaten him again by saying I will abort this infant and divorce with him. I want my life back....