Pregnancy is a beautiful thing

I am convince that being pregnant is a beautiful thing to happen in one women's life. 1st to 4th months of pregnancy, you couldn't feel a thing but when it comes to 5th month, you could see that you are indeed gaining few extra kilos and of course, you will get emotional all the damn time. Why will you feel that? It is because your surroundings does not have supporting roles to guide you. No roles no targets. But this is life. We have to deal with it. Recently, I have heard so much disgusting stuff. What I meant about disgusting is that CNY 2014 all of my relative can actually plan a getaway. What a bullshit! It hurts because on my cousin brother's wife delivery month, I can never hear people saying planning to go here go there. I wanted to sound them so much. So much that I want to burn their minds. But luckily my parents and my sister plus my husband will be around to support me. To be with me when I give birth. It's sad that my family's role in this darn relationship is not so important after all. Anyways, controversial is one thing. Hypocrites is another. Few weeks back, I just found out that Ms. Princess's (remember her?) bf hate the living daylight out of me. Reason? Unknown. I heck know what is the main reason he hates me. It's because of her that he dislike my existence. If you ever back me up, I doubt this situation happens. But you could take a lunch dinner with your worst enemy. Those people you complaint about in front of my face. So when you are around me, you do the same? I was wondering. Anyways, you are never my concern. Your existence is never important since the day we fight. Bitch! God dammit! Stop being fake already. It doesn't help with life.