Disappointed

Let me tell you one simple thing.

If it wasn't for her, would you have food in your stomach?

If it wasn't for her, would you have money to study all your fucking life?

If it wasn't for her, you wouldn't be here.

If it wasn't for her, you wouldn't have money to drink your shit out.

If it wasn't for her, you wouldn't talk, scream, jump, or do anything at all.

I hate when you trying to say that your friends are way better.

I know! I've been through.

But note to yourself.

If you really think that your friends are better, I advice you to just take your clothes and nothing else.

Seemingly that money, car and even your laptop is her's.

You are so young, yet you never learn how to be mature for once.

Yes, you saying I'm dumb, stupid.

I was born that way.

I can't study, that's because I played a lot.

I'm dumb because I made it myself to be that way.

I gave up easily because I failed so damn many times.

You say you came back, everyday.

Into an empty house.

But have you ever consider to get a job?

You don't know how it feels to get hurt by someone so close.

You think that all your life is so suffering.

Have you ever wonder what it feels like to be her?

What it feels like to even pay for school, college. In other words Educations!

Have you ever think that, if you were to come back, one day, all of us gone.

Would you be happy?

I know you would!

You would be happy if we are gone for good.

I listen, but do you?

I came back home, not an empty house but a stressful environment.

That's because when YOU come back, YOU went up straight to your room as if you are not part of this.

You felt like "all they think about is my friends are bad, scum, shit, whatever"

But do you think that, you are living the life, better than me.

You want to go HELP, I can rest assured, without me persuading them, you wouldn't be in HELP!

They would think it's unfair to me.

But I was thinking "what the hey! She needs it more than I do."

If you felt all this than move!

Take your clothes, and only your clothes and move!

Leave your room, car, money,everything that belongs to her.

Leave it!

Let me tell you one thing more!

Even your body belongs to her!