Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I'm Back!!!

Firstly, I am SO SO sorry for not updating my blog lately. It's been dead now. Sad. But now I'm totally back and I'm so going to update every detail that has happen to me. Since there's a lot going on. I'll explain in details though. Lol!!!

Work
Well, about work, nothing much to blog about because I changed my job from Istana to MiCasa. Lol! For Istana, I like the people there but when the system change it doesn't feel comfortable. The other day, I went back to do some visiting with my friend, Ms. Mummy. When we walked in, there were no smiles and no warmth in the Front Desk. I was shock to see everyone having tension faces! I was like "Damn, so dark.. dead..." and I told that to Ms. Mummy too. She was like "Totally." So i went jobless after I quit there. Jobless for about a month and then got the job at MiCasa. By the help of Daddy of course. Still, it's a lot more stressful working in a new hotel which closes down for renovation of 2 years. Istana is an old hotel. MiCasa is reopen. So, ok. I guess working in hotel is not a good idea for party animals like me though. But I did meet up with a lot of humans. There's pictures too. But only got like one or two maybe. But just found one. Lol! Some of the colleagues are not in because different shifts.


FO Crew

From left (Kamal, DM Dila, RSVN Arie and Wati, Sofia and Yusran). I'm OK with colleagues there for now. Still, there's some other colleagues I don't really like. One girl, so stubborn, I'll name her Ms. Stubborn Baron. So, this particular girl is much older than I am. Roughly about 25 or so. She previously got out from some travel agent company and land herself her in MiCasa. So, I arrive earlier before her so that makes me senior. Recently got promoted as well. Lol! Anyways, about her, she is a very good friend and all but when it comes to work, she's not that accurate. You HAVE to force her into things which I'm doubtful it can be done seemingly she thinks she's the one in charge during every shifts she works. I really can't stand colleagues like her. But I do like few of them. Mr. Funny bones is the best. We bet with each other if there is one of us saying the F word, we have to pay each other RM1. Lol!

Enough about work. I'm even working now and I still blog about work. WTH!!

Relationship
For me, I'm not always good in relationships. I admit though. I'm never a good girlfriend. In around October 28th, 2009, I met this awesome guy. We went out (It was after clubbing and time was 3 AM plus plus...) and had something special that night. But I'm not so sure if it's special for him and me because I thought it was only that night and we will never see each other again. Also, during that moment, I was with a jerk for 5 years (I'll get back on that later..^^) So, I thought we would not meet again but my thoughts are wrong. He called the very next morning and ask if we would meet up the second night. Of course, I wouldn't refuse because at least just a friend. So, we went for dinner. I fetch him from HELP Mc Donalds and fetch him to Bangsar to have dinner. When we got out of the car, he hold my hand. I mean, he literally hold my hand! I was surprise because I thought we're just friends and that's it. Maybe friends with benefit. He held my hand tight as if he doesn't want me to let go and neither does him. We walked to a mamak store called Pelita in Bangsar. He ate dinner but I just sat and drank water while watching him enjoying his meal. I was in a hurry so I thought maybe meeting him a while and get back to my social life. He got up and escort me to my car together with him. I had to fetch him all the way back to the McD though because his car is there. I never wanted him to know where I live because I'm still confuse about things. Now, I thought this relationship wasn't working out between me and Lee so I guess the second meeting was goodbye for me and him. But he did called me up every single day to ask about me and care me. Here's a picture of him..


The name is Lee. (Recognize him from my previous blog?)

So, like I said. I was with a jerk for 5 years. First two years was awesome. We had a thing going on. Whatever. So, we had fights all through out the years we've been together. I doubt that he has a girl behind my back. I mean, COME ON! If you want to cheat, please go some where else! F***! When I met Lee, the jerk (Loo), came back to me like some poor little lost puppy, begging for me to be back to him. I mean like, he disappeared for 8 months straight! Who does he think he is? Leaving me like that? Without me knowing that we already are over? Just to be honest with you bloggers, I HATE LIARS! On January 26th, he came back to me begging. I was crying because I pity him. I even cried in front of Lee. Lee told me not to be sad for some ex. I agreed. I tried to forget everything that Loo has ever done to me and try to be "friends" with him. So, currently he's with this "Christian" girl (I emphasize on the christian part because he criticize the culture.. blah blah blah.. what EVV!!!). Here's a picture of him..
Loo

So now, I'm with Lee. But recently, he's BFF told me about his past. I was shock to know. I don't have the courage to ask him the truth because our holiday trip is coming and I wouldn't want to spoil his mood. He's mother recently went into the hospital as well, so everything went bum to bummer. I cried when Princess asked "What's wrong?". I never felt so cheated in my life. Loo cheated me, now Lee. I don't dare to think whether he cheated or not. I'm in love with Lee and I'm not denying it. However not trustworthy it is, I have to learn how to trust him and maybe he won't do the things I doubt he will. So, guys.. wish me luck!!


I guess that's what happen to me these few months of not blogging. I'm glad that I'm back. I will update Princess's Convo pictures and also few others I got from these few months! I'm glad that I'm back!

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